sulk.
im so not going to write long essays anymore.every long essay i did, i scored horribly. ok not horribly. HORRENDOUSLY DISGUSTINGLY BAD.
and. all the essays i wrote in complete fluster panic i got outrageously good scores.
eg: cha guan n my unfinished prose pc.
gp. juz kill me.
as in. i kinda liked gp ALOT. and stuff like this juz makes me wanna cry give up n die.
like. argh! when u come from a family where ur dad speaks ONLY english. ur brother is sum literary genius and ur dad sits u down to ladybird books when u were young. u r kinda expected to do particularly well for english. considering the family is soooo ang moh pai. hai. n guess wad. i din do well. NOT AT ALL. wads up with my languages man. its juz declining n declining n juz slip fall die shit.
